Sweet sixteen years since you've been gone. It was hard the first five until I realized you body is resting in peace and your soul has gone to it's destination. Memories and photos are all that were left of you. Not a day goes by that your name is left unspoken. I no longer cry when this day comes by. For knowing that you are in a better place takes the pain away. There are times when I can feel you near me and guiding my every move helping god look over me. I often wonder how would life be if you were here right now. Would you still be called chachisunshine? Would you still be walking like Thomas Jefferson and imitating hulk holgan? Wondering if you'd still live in the hood and how many children would you have had? I look at my children and in some parts of them there is a piece of chachi; behavior wise and all. I know that I am never alone. I know that you and god are always walking with me, especially when I am out in the field. I know that you would have been proud of me for I have made my dreams come true. And will continue to fight and pursue to where I want to be. I embrace the memories and carry you in my heart cause no matter where you are we are never apart. You are my light, you are my Angel, You are my Sunshine! Happy Sweet sixteen in heaven!
