Yep,,,today was one of them days. Started of yellow because that is how all my days begin. I am always happy to be alive and well. I love life and the people who are part of my life that includes all the City children on my case load. So by noon I was green...I have way too damn much on my plate and it seems like no matter how much I express that I am stressed, overwhelmed, exhausted, overworked and under paid. No one really cares!! All they want to hear is that I submitted something or closed something out. Like SMH! really! And than on top of that I was not feeling well...felt nauseated and blah. My high spirits just went down.
Like am no damn SUPER CPS!! I am human!! There are times when I get tired and there times when I will fail but it does not keep me from moving forward, learning more and succeeding in other areas. Why is that the first thing that comes out of some peoples mouths is "what's up with them numbers?" Well am no math magician. But this is how it goes, I close one or two cases out and guess what? I get two or four more in return. It' called a cycle!! Numbers go up and down!! But at least I am doing my job and trying my best to maintain my case load as well as my sanity!
So yea by the end day of the am pretty much RED because someone has risen my blood pressure with their madness. So of course am bloggin it cause I need to release it cause I hate to go to bed angry and annoyed. But there is something I want to say to that person. I forgive you! I forgive you because I know that you mean well. I forgive you because I appreciate you even when you make my blood pressure rise and smother me.
And with that I end this...peace out...your favorite New Celebrity Butterfly!
